Numb.

An empty shell

An observer in my life

I can't feel

Part of me gone

Left with your heartbeat

Alone.

I'm afraid

Don't wanna lose control

No, not again

Hating myself

Despising this habit

Blood.

Just one cut

To release some emotion?

The pain is symbolic

The blood? A release

Something I can feel

Pain.

I wanna feel

Sick of being an observer

I wanna live

To not feel like this

Haunted by numbness

Scared and,

Alone.