im just a crying shame in my world of blame
i swallow these pills but it's all the same
from my shaking hands to by broken knees
im here alone somebody save me please

i dont want your criticizing or you deciding my past
believe it or not, your pitiful love's not the last
from my hollowed eyes down my crooked spine
i've come to haunt you and take back what is mine

this nausiating emotion and potion that im drinking
breaks down my happiness and all rightful thinking
so forgive me if i mistake you for the one before you
you can take that and shove it with those other lies too

my vision's becoming dark now and it's no longer a thrill
for once this feeling is empty and inescapably real...
.. .this is my right to feel