I'm so stressed
So down and depressed
Caught up in a mess
That's binding, no less

I'm tired of feeling this way
Every night and all day
It's like all work and no play
Don't know what to say

1st Chorus:
Except I'm sick of this
Pulling me down and abyss
Wish that smiles would find me
And sadness would let me be
My smile has not shone bright
In the dark there is no light
And everything that could make me happy
Seems far away now

It's so frustrating
To have bad thoughts dominating
Feel like fainting
It's so damn straining

I'm trapped in this feeling
Crooked, forever leering
I'm TIRED OF DEALING
I want to begin healing

2nd Chorus:
Don't know where I'm bound
Shit's pulling me down
Want to feel good again
And if I hit one more bend
I don't know if I'll get up
Maybe I'll just give up
'Cause everything that used to make me happy
Seems far away now

Every time I try to get away
I find that I'm forced to stay
I feel so trapped
And every time I force myself to cry
I find I'm living a lie
I'm so trapped

3rd Chorus:
I'm so sick of this
Pulling me down an empty abyss
Wish that smiles would come back to me
And sadness would let me be free
I don't know if I want to get up
But I don't want to give up
It's just that everything that used to make me happy
Seems so far away now