Okay next chapter finally done. I can't believe it. I never thought I'd be doing four stories at once on the Internet. I'm sure people do more than that, but I'm practicing dance and writing poetry to. It just doesn't seem real. Not to mention. I've kind of always wanted to do that anyway. So I guess I'm just living my dream right? Well here's you chapter enjoy.

Chapter 8

I turned to look at 'him' in utter shock. "I - you... what did you say?" I stuttered. He had spoken. All this time I thought even angels could have flaws. But as usually I was wrong. I backed up.

"I said you make it sound as though you're going on a vacation." he repeated. I backed up again. Why the hell did his voice sound so familiar to me? He sounded just like someone I had known years ago. Then the same memory I had, had in the hallway came back to me suddenly. He was the boy. The young handsome boy I had once known when I was little.

"What's your name?" I said firmly.

"Lutearine. I believe that my last name would be a little troublesome for you to pronounce." he said in such a smooth voice that it made me want to melt. I snapped out of it quickly though.

"Try me." I said. For some reason he seemed to irritate me slightly. He never did when he didn't talk. "I'm pretty sure that I can handle it." I said letting only a little bit of my attitude show through.

"Fine then. P-h-e-r-n-a-m-i-e-n-i-s-t-a-m-i-n-e. Now pronounce that." he said he seemed just as annoyed at me as I was at him. And there was no way in the world I was going to be able to pronounce that.

Far- men-nest-amen. I glanced at Ellis. He was the master of pronunciations. If I needed to find out how to pronounce something he was the guy to go to. I smiled and nodded slightly to him. "Oh that's easy. Far-men-nest-a-men." I said with a nasty smirk.

He shot me a glare. Then smiled. I almost went weak at the knees. "Fine then mind if I get your name." he said. I thought about it.

"I'd rather be eaten alive be rabid squirrels." I said with a triumphant smile. I glared again, but then stopped and stepped closer to me. I backed up. "What are you doing?" I said. He just came closer. "Look I will go ghetto on you. Angel or not. Now back up!" I nearly yelled. You tell him Kayana. Not you. Not now. Can't you see someone's bothering me? Leave me alone. I can't deal with three things at once right now. I took notice though that he had stopped coming closer. He stood there staring at me. Like I had done something crazy.

"Kayana. That's a lovely name. But I do wish I would have found it out in a different form. Who is the voice?" I looked at him in shock. He had heard the voice. I looked around at Ellis and Alyssa. They looked at me questionably.

"I don't have to answer to you. Or anyone else about what goes on with me. So you just stay away from me during most of this journey you hear me." I said glaring daggers in to his eyes. It the first time I had looked into his eyes since the incident. They looked worried for me. I looked away. Then turned to ally and Ellis. "Lets move! We're already behind schedule. I don't get anymore behind then we already are. If you fell like at any point you can't keep up. Then suck it up and try your best to keep moving until we stop rest. Understood. They all mumbled their replies. "Good." I said with an evil grin. And took off at a run. In the direction that I felt I was drawn to.

When we finally stopped u was already dark. "We'll camp here for the night." i said. Looking around. Something didn't feel right about this place. I didn't mention it to them though cause I didn't want to alarm anyone. By the time we had a fire going it was almost pitch black outside. I decided to go out hunting alone. I didn't want to talk to anyone right now.

I felt like I was going crazy. So many things were going through my head right now I couldn't stand it. I just wanted to scream. But I knew that would solve anything so I kept the scream to myself. I kept walking looking for something to eat. I still didn't feel right about eating a helpless animal, but sometimes it was necessary. I guessed.

"Sometimes." Lutearine said coming up behind me. I kept walking not wanting to talk or look at him. You know you'll have to talk to me sooner or later. I'm the only one who has an idea of what's going on inside of your head right now. And none of us need you going insane, and doing anything rash. I turned on him.

"First off you have no right to tell me what I'll have to do. Second you don't have the faintest fucking idea of what's going on in my head right now. And thirdly I'm already insane so you don't have to worry about me doing anything more rash than killing myself, and if I do that. It just means you get to go home all the sooner." I hissed at him. Making sure to avoid I contact. He seemed to notice it though. "Not like you would care if I did anyway." I mumbled. Then started looking for food again. Sure that I had scared all the food away by this point.

"And if I do care?" he asked. I stopped for a second. Then started walking again. "Well, what if I do care?" he shouted.

"Then your wasting valuable energy." I said, and started waling back towards the camp. He caught up to me though and turned me around. To look at him. Once more I did my best not make eye contact.

"So what are you saying? You'd don't think that anyone should care if you die?" he asked. "Huh, is that what your saying since you don't care yourself no one else should." I pushed him away.

"No what I'm saying is that no one who I haven't known that long should care what happens to me. Especially when I don't need or want them to. And so what if I don't care myself. It's only another stage in life. It's bound to happen sooner or later." I said trying to mask all my emotion I had in my face at the moment. When he didn't say anything I turned around and started to walk again. Yet again he stopped me. This has to stop. I thought to myself.

"Can you look me in the eyes and say that?" he said in a quiet voice. I was pissed now. I shoved him as hard as I could away from me. Then ran back to camp. It turned out that Ellis and Alyssa had already found some food.

"Took you long enough." Alyssa said. "Where's Lutearine. He still putting his clothes on?" she said with a sly smile. I glared daggers at her.

"Don't kid yourself. I wouldn't sleep with him if he were the last being in the universe." I snapped.

"Touchy, touchy. Now aren't we?" Alyssa said teasingly. I flipped her off. She just looked at me funny like had seen her do several times before.

"Why do you always look at me like that?" I asked. Like what? You know what. With that what's wrong with you stare. You only do it when I curse. Well angels aren't supposed to be able to curse. If you noticed Ellis and me haven't cursed the whole time we've been here and I'm pretty sure that tall, Latino and lovely hasn't sworn once in his life.

I just looked at her for a moment. Was she kidding me? Then I thought about I don't think she was. Now that I remember it correctly she hadn't cursed since we got here. And not that much before we got here. Neither had anyone else who I had been around lately. Something was amiss. Which just meant another thing to add on to my list of worries.

Well that's the end of that chapter. I find this chapter kind of mushy and corny. Maybe the next chapter will be better. I'll try my best to make it that way. Hey, if you have any kind of advice for me. Please email me. I need it desperately. Well I have to get to work on another story write now. Thanks to all those who already reviewed for me. And those who didn't review please. Thank in advance. Much luv to you. Bye!