You were like me…
And straight…tooYou made me feel normal again… You became gay
Asked me if I'd "hate you forever"
I don't hate you for being who you are
I hate where it leaves me…I hate having to wonder…alone Why is this happening?
You don't want to be "with" a guy
And you dreamt about girls
So that makes you gay…Please help me…
How can this happen?
I'm afraid of being with a guy
And I dream about girls
But I'm straight…And I'm terrified
This can't be me!
Everyone is going through the phase
So many girls becoming bi
To find outBut I can't "find out"
I'm not bi…
I didn't even think you could be
But everyone else seems to be
Everyone but meAnd…me
So, why not me?
I can't bear all that shame
Is this even what I truly want?
NoBut I do…not… Take that back
I want to fall in love
Not in lust, not in vain
With someone who loves meIf I can't deal with guys
And I can't be with a girl
Do I have to be nothing?
I'm afraid of both
Afraid of myself…my feelingsBut I need someone there
Please help me.