In memory of me
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Think about me when you lie awake,
I'll be sitting there by your side.
Think about me when your heart breaks.
Memories rip you up on the inside.
I caused the pain and I should try and help.

Sorry, I didn't mean it.
Didn't mean to make you sad.
I'm a thousand miles away.
Say sorry to your mom and dad.
'Sun still sets at the end of the day.

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Didn't know the sky could get mad,
Never saw the moon glare that way.
Thunderclouds don't make me glad,
It's done and I've got nothing to say.
My heart hurts me really bad.

The stars are all crying
Blinking out, one by one.
I can feel the pain inside me.
I know that my heart's dying.
Fading with every star
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I'm not the man you once knew,
I am not myself anymore.
Do this in memory of me;
Forget we ever met.
You're better off forgetting.

I know you didn't mean anything,
I don't blame you for what happened.
You were looking for a friend,
I'll try to keep your vows sacred.
I'll try to be there until the end.

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Didn't know the sky could get mad,
Never saw the moon glare that way.
Thunderclouds don't make me glad,
It's done and I've got nothing to say.
My heart hurts me really bad.

The stars are all crying
Blinking out, one by one.
I can feel the pain inside me.
I know that my heart's dying.
Fading with every star
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Should really be helping you,
Instead of drowning in my misery.
The past is past and I accept that,
I'll deal with the consequences now.
Feel my heart as it bleeds.

I'm not me anymore.
Do this in memory of me.
Forget about me now
If with time you forget,
You'll feel better, I vow.

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Didn't know the sky could get mad,
Never saw the moon glare that way.
Thunderclouds don't make me glad,
It's done and I've got nothing to say.
My heart hurts me really bad.

The stars are all crying
Blinking out, one by one.
I can feel the pain inside me.
I know that my heart's dying.
Fading with every star
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Fallen angels hurt like everything else,
Doesn't hurt us less to hurt someone.
I didn't mean to make you depressed,
But now the deed it done.
Hurt you twice, and now I'm fell.

In memory of me,
Forget about me.

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It's called dismay, ever hear of it? All the times I hurt people, there are times that they would forget I even exist, so they wouldn't be hurt over me. Someone I've really known for only 4 days had her life thrown into chaos over me, and I'm taking a LONG stroll down guilt lane because of it. I may not have caused the pain, but the fact that I'm the fulcrum which the beam balances on doesn't make me any less guilty.