What About Me?

Loving you for what,
To be ignored?
To be alone?
Caring when you hate me,
Wasting years on you.
Feeling fucking stupid,
Wanting some release,
Every time this happens, I swear that it's the last,
And it never is.
I'm such a bitch,
Only out for myself and my own happiness,
Fuck the rest of the world,
What about me?