Do You Know I've Only Just Stopped Longing For You?

Do you know that I've only just stopped longing for you?
If not , then darling don't push your luck
You know that I DO give a fuck
About my friend and the things he's threatened to do

Oh the time we spent together has come to this
Dear God, did you mean a single word?
You know I didn't always think of you as absurd
But these days its a hard characteristic to miss

Of course I don't know how the fuck I feel
Did I ever? I am the dramaqueen here
I am the one in paroxysms of fear
When I am not sure if everything is still real

Please, oh please don't let him die tonight
I know that I bailed, and I always will
But that doesn't mean a thing, still
I am the villain but I am in the right

Do you know that I've only just stopped longing for you?
Please don't you ever long for me
Because now I can clearly see
That his and my threats might precede what is true