I was shamed in the fire that gave you a tired evangelical grace, I didn't know where to put my face but you saved me from hurt so I repaid you, down in the dirt when it mattered most I left, you stand black-clad bereft of life, the universe and everything, to this device I painfully cling, I think somebody turned the lights out because I can't see that brutal pout that you invest in neglecting me, I betrayed you so much I can barely see why you want to do me wrong, do YOU often sit down and write songs, is it natural to want to be BEATEN TO A BONY PULP?

Oh whatever exists, keep me like this forever so I can prove them wrong I am a freak so let me die full on out in the public eye lovers and others victimise life so full of sorrow and inner strife I can't see why I do not die is it because I love myself too much or is it because I ask is it natural to want to be BEATEN TO A BONY PULP?

So I'm very bored of being sick, I am a loser I am a prick I have no dreams I am a slut to reams and reams and reams of muck its not my fault I can see the sky its perfectly alright to want to die brutalised conformity, soothing thoughts of solitude its not like her to be so rude I find it fun I find it nice to live like lions and die like mice only one question I might ask is it natural to want to be BEATEN TO A BONY PULP?

Skip a track to miss a beat only fall over to find your feet a cliché contradiction wasting time, crawling back to the primeval slime I never cheat I never know why I'm not supposed to be good to go by my heart with gifts of hemlock two smoking barrels named lock and stock, a constant distortion of sexuality a crippled man with the urge to flee but is it natural to want to be BEATEN TO A BONY PULP?

I do not want to remain alone I feel the need to find a home devastating, frightening media blackout I feel the need to scream and shout wherever life becomes a bore I feel the urge to become a whore am I pretty am I clean, I feel the need to eat baked beans does she know of France and Spain I feel that I need to abstain, I only know that it is not natural to want to be BEATEN TO A BONY PULP.