I thought I had it all figured out
I wouldn't be like you,
Hurt and bleeding,
Broken down and wanting to be forgotten.
But as I watched you fall,
I realized that I was falling as well.

You took me down with you
I wanted it as much as you did
To fall with society
Pain was all around us
And we slowly began to crumble

I wanted to die,
Waste my life on the dark
I wanted to forget my future.
My past has brought me to a dead end
And I don't want to go back
Somehow this pain isn't mine.

But I was right about one thing,
I'm not like you,
I'm not like this fucking society that I live with
Unlike the rest,
I'm flying with broken wings
Hiding my pain behind a daily facade
That's ripping away my emotions
I'm becoming novicaine to the outside world

I wanted to die,
Waste my life on the dark
I wanted to forget my future.
My past has brought me to a dead end
And I don't want to go back
Somehow this pain isn't mine
Deep inside these walls that I've created in my mind
My own world seems to self-destruct
And I'm left with nothing
But the endless scene of white walls
Somehow, this pain isn't mine