Feeling So Dead

Frozen inside, burning inside

Knowing the world

Turned away and lied

Everything, over my head

Drowning, wishing, believing

Feeling so dead

I would give anything

Do anything, to feel something again

To be more than nothing

To be happy again, to be real

To feel more than the pain

I wish that for once I could feel

Make me real again

Help me feel again

I cannot rise again

To face this world again

I'm still burning within

All those tests, that work, that stress

I doubted I'd survive to the end

After all this time, I finally confess

Am I bi, did I cut, will I last?

Is it okay to be who I am?

Can I leave this all in the past?

I would give anything

To be tired, and to sleep again

Happiness is something

That could make me real

To be more than wrong

Give me back the will to feel

Make me real again

Help me feel again

I cannot rise again

To face this world again

I'm still burning within

Give me the power to feel

I'm dying within

Without the will to be real

Give me life again

Power within

Give me life again…

Let me feel again…