(Life's Not Easy When Your Best Friend is Suicidal)

I remember so many times
When you would call me up on the phone and
You would say...
You slit your wrists again, (or!)
You swallowed all the pills again, (or!)
You're standing out on the roof again, (and!)
You were just calling to say goodbye.
And you would hang up knowing every well that I
Would somehow save the day, that I would never let, you die

CHORUS:
I just keep wondering how long you're gonna keep this going on
I just keep wondering why
You've tried to take your own life so many times
You know you can always count on me
But this new mood you've taken is totally breakin' this friendship for me
You can only depend on me for so long
One day you'll push me too far and
When you really need me, I'll be gone

Now I know that this might sound cruel
But I'm sick and tired of always having to worry about you
I don't wanna hafta call the ambulance again (or!)
I don't wanna hafta see the blood on your hands again (or!)
I don't wanna see you lying unconscious again (and!)
I just wanna say you gotta cut this "I'm so depressed" crap
There are much better ways to get attention and not to mention
What you're doing is gonna make me snap!

CHORUS:
I just keep wondering how long you're gonna keep this going on
I just keep wondering why
You've tried to take your own life so many times
You know you can always count on me
But this new mood you've taken is totally breakin' this friendship for me
You can only depend on me for so long
One day you'll push me too far and
When you really need me, I'll be gone, I'll be gone...

~*~

I'm sick and tired of not being able to have a life
'Cause I'm taking care of yours
At first you might have needed me, but now you're only using me
I see now, and now you better watch out
Now you better think before you do something stupid again
'Cause I just might not be there, my friend

CHORUS:
I just keep wondering how long you're gonna keep this going on
I just keep wondering why
You've tried to take your own life so many times
You know you can always count on me
But this new mood you've taken is totally breakin' this friendship for me
You can only depend on me for so long
One day you'll push me too far and
When you really need me, I'll be gone...