If you remember my thoughts
Things will ruin us
If you remember the way I fought
We'll die…

I don't want to hurt myself today
And yet your presence kills;
I never walked with you, I lay
And cut my heart to take my fill

I've coughed my lungs out again
Doing anything to dull the pain
I never really loved your anything
Take back my gun, take back your ring

You made me yours, I promised all
You pushed me until I began to fall
I'd jump for you, not you for me
You are everything I'll never be…