Poison my life
And then destroy my hope
You ruined me
Love is like dope
And you are the one who allows me to give
You are the only reason to live
But you make me detest who I am
I'm jealous of your friends, I don't give a damn
If you say this town is nice
It turns me to ice
Every time I leave the house
I because I want to be sick
I'm no man, I'm a mouse
These fears are so thick
I can't hope to get through
Oh God, I love you
But I'm an antisocial, potential suicide
Scared of myself and scared to go outside