I have this pain that always stays

For years it has been there never to go away

I've tried to hide it so no one can see

But all it was doing was hurting me

I think its time for me to go far away

I must go and never to stay

My plans come in many ways to leave here

I've thought about it so much I have no fears

To all the people who love me so

Wish when I'm gone you'll let me go

I will use this one plan that will be the sum

I will leave this earth by using a gun

Now my time is up no need to stall

Goodbye to everyone I love you all