Me or you

I miss you so bad
It's like a knife cutting through me
I hear our song
And I can't help but cry
All I want is you near me
Yet I know it won't help at all
You were everything to me
But I felt I needed more
I knew I needed more
I knew my life wasn't right
I couldn't stand anything
No one but you anyway
But even you couldn't fill the void
It was something I needed to do on my own
I needed to heal
I needed to breathe
I needed to learn how to be me
I needed more than you could give me
I needed these things
or so I thought
but now I'm not so sure
I can't chose between you and me
which is more important
how your arms feel around me
or being able to feel on my own?