Just in a mood. Intense angst.

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If this is right, I'd rather be wrong;

If this is sight, I'd rather be blind;

If this is found, I'd rather be lost;

If this is truth, I'd rather you lie.

If this is Heaven, I'd rather see Hell;

If this is care, I'd rather see cruelty;

If this is trust, I'd rather see fear;

If this is life, I'd rather you kill me.