I sit here and express myself
I write down these words
And I let myself breathe
Are they really of any use to me though?
It's not like you'll read them ever
I'm too afraid to let you see me
I'm afraid to let you see who I am
My words and my thoughts
They keep me sane
I hate not being able to express myself
I hate not being able to talk to you
To tell you everything-
It would hurt me much more
I have to keep everything locked away
So that everything will be okay
It's better if you never see one word
Of anything that I write down
It will only get me into trouble
My head hurts just thinking about it
My heart aches whenever I hear your name
What am I doing here?
I have too much fear