Your Call

I waited for you call
for so long
sat for hours
and hours on end
just waiting
you hadn't forgotten
you hadn't abandoned me
I hoped you missed me
the way I missed you
I wanted to trust you
to believe you
but I didn't
I wanted to call you
to talk to you
but I didn't
I couldn't
I couldn't do anything
couldn't move
couldn't breathe
ring ring ring
Oh please let it be you
but it never was
you never called
you must have changed your mind
(I always knew you were too good for me)
you must have realized it wouldn't work
(I wasn't too sure myself)
Who knows what went through your head
(obviously not me)
but all I could do is wait
and waiting
forever just waiting
for your call