Three Day Hiatus

I don't care who you are anymore!

No wait

stop

I don't mean that.

This is only rooted fascination

on what was a fascinating past

needs to end.

The earth has spiraled

swollen

and shot through the stars without you here.

It will again.

Its been three days of unbearable heat

and you think you can come back.

Into my arms

surrounded

by that little girl.

I'm running

screaming

here I am

their I was

but you didn't love me then

you wont love me now.

Stay around

leave again

hand in hand

far away

shut up

talk to me

I love you

I hate you.

You didn't love me then

you wont love me now.

This little girl has grown

see my face

its changed

my words broader

though I am still well read.

Here I am

Their I was

perfection

beyond this three day hiatus.

I don't care who you are anymore!

No wait

stop

I don't mean that.

You think it matters where you've been

what you've seen

learned

how your bones have aged.

I can see you

with long hair

on the back of that motorcycle that you always wanted.

What?

You think I see things the same

those fingers

ever pleasing

ever teasing.

Sure I miss that

the roughness

on the floor

on your knees.

Stop?

Kiss me

hit me

find me

lose me

get out

come in.

Leave me I want you gone.

I thought I didn't care who you are anymore

but I do.