Title: What You Mean to Me Author: YokosGirl Rating: I'm not sure, it could be as much as R, but I'll give you fair warning if I write a part that's R. Disclaimer: Well, this is my idea, these are my characters, and so it belongs to me, all of it. Summary: I'm terrible at summaries.Sarah Elizabeth and her boyfriend Kevin break up, both try to move on, will they realize they need each other, or will they manage to move on with their lives without the other?

A/N: Thanks to ButterflyEffect for the beta-work and help with the title. I owe you lots Tanya!

Part 1

"So I guess this means that's it for us." He said.

Sarah couldn't believe what she was hearing. Her boyfriend was breaking up with her. But why? It couldn't be that he just stopped loving her. So he would be moving farther away from her. They'd dealt with that before. This shouldn't be any different.

"If.if that's what you want." Sarah said, trying to keep it together.

"That's all there is Sarah. I mean, with this movie this summer, and me having to move, it's going to be hard to stay together now that we'll be on separate coasts."

'He's not doing this to me. He can't be doing this.'

"I mean, yeah, it sucks, but there's no way around it. We'll probably only be able to see each other once a year."

She sat in silence, not knowing what to say.

"I'm so sorry Sarah."

She finally gathered herself enough to joke "At least when you become famous soon, I can say 'Hey, I dated him once'.

"You can say more than that hun," he said slowly, "you can say 'Hey, he's a good friend of mine'."

"Yeah, I suppose." Sarah said rather weakly.

"I don't know what else to say Sar." He sighed.

"Say you'll change your mind. I know you won't." she sniffled, fighting back the urge to cry.

"I have to go. We'll talk more tomorrow. I'm sure you'll need to say some things to me."

"Ok, goodnight Kevin."

"Good night Sarah."

She hung up the phone and started to cry. At first she felt sadness, pain, then the pain turned into anger, and hatred. Anger turned to rage, and when that happened, it was all Sarah could do to prevent herself from hitting something. She began to organize her computer desk, then her drawers, then her closet, and ultimately her entire room. She didn't sleep at all that night, and shed more tears than she could count. She still couldn't believe that he'd just shattered her dreams AGAIN.