the Bother of a Thought


doomed since the beginning
to be better than everyone else
because whether he is or not
they'll still ogle at his solemn place

a solely sad and longing face
__ a wholly consumed legacy
____ a bother of a thought

try to hide insipid thoughts
full of thoughtless jealousy
towards shattered lonely wrecks
of perfect human beings
and wish you had the same fate
/ / / even though you don't, and won't
/ / / because you can't
/ / / calm this ever bitter taste

a solely sad and longing face
__ a wholly consumed legacy
____ the bother of a thought

is he lost forever?
or was he ever found?