you don't remember me but i remember you

i lie awake and try so hard not to think of you

but who can decide what they dream?

and dream i do...

I lost her.Once we were close now she is so far away. I lovd her ..she new that. Kay, Kayley..my immortal, my sister.I never wanted to hurt her..somehow I did. "Kayley Gaurin was never your freind, Christina.She lied to you" So my parents quote. There wrong. She never lied they did. Kay, my Kay would never do that...only the monster her mother created. IM dead to her....I believed in her...douse she still believe in me?

i believe in you

i'll give up everything just to find you

i have to be with you to live to breathe

you're taking over me I remember how I held her, let her cry..how she sounded when she laughed, how beuatiful she was.But now even the closest memories seem to be fading. Its only been a months, yet Ive already died. Kayley, my Kay. The one I would have died for..the one I would still die for. Was she afraid of mr? Of what I was?A witch, an immortal? I would never hurt her..I love her.Come back to me Kay, back to your husband, Legolas, come with me to the Undying Lands. Here my plea..or am I to lost to be heard?

have you forgotten all i know

and all we had?

you saw me mourning my love for you

and touched my hand

i knew you loved me then

Dont leave me here Kay...dont let me die. I love you Kay...Kayley, my Kay.All I wanted to do was protect her, love her. Comfort her when she wanted it....I failed. I could not protect her from her mother nor the pain I caused. I cannot take back evrything I said nor evrything I did..all I ask is for forgivness. When I tried to help I only made things worse. Dont forget me Kay..I wont forget you.

i believe in you

i'll give up everything just to find you

i have to be with you to live to breathe

you're taking over me

Do you even love me?Like you once did? Do you still hear my screams?Feel the burning fire of my hell?I lived it for so long, Kay, can you help me? Reach out your hand..dont let me die Kay, Kayley, my Kay. Would I let you die?Let you burn alone?Your not alone..you still have me. I will never leave..I will never forsake you. Love, Kay, thats what it is. It dousnt die..it cant.Thats what we have..isnt it?

i look in the mirror and see your face

if i look deep enough

so many things inside that are just like you are taking over

Am I to lost to be found? To dead to be saved? Douse God answer the prayers of immortals?Of the living dead?Do you care? I do.Im sorry that I hurt you..I cant say it enough. Its like im living in my own world..I am evrything..my own Satan, my own Jesus, but Ive already been crusified. So were am I ? Is it heaven or hell. Dead evrythings dead...I am damned, lost in the darkness.I love you Kay, Kayley, my Kay.

i believe in you

i'll give up everything just to find you

i have to be with you to live to breathe

you're taking over me

Should I just give up?Will I ever hold you agian?Will I ever love you agian?Will you ever let me?Red blood drips down my arm..crimson regret. All for you...all my pain, I suffered it for you. I love you Kay, Kayley, my Kay. Im so tired..evrythings cold.Am I dead?I think I am.Maby ill see you in the undying lands..maby in hell. Im numb..I cant feel anything..I love you....Kay, Kayley, my Kay.

i believe in you

i'll give up everything just to find you

i have to be with you to live to breathe

you're taking over me