Why am I awake at three in the morning?
because his middle name is edward
and I'm not kelly or britney
or anyone else to him
but it's already been over three years
and I don't think I ever said good-bye
and there's a reason for that.
he's still exactly as I left him, which means
he still ignores me and he's still so beautiful
and that's they way it should be,
him being beautiful all the time.
even while he's asleep and I'm awake
it's three o'clock and he's grinning
but not at the camera
it's dark outside but he's still smiling
having fun, and I just miss him, that's all.