Prologue

Freshman Year. It was a year filled with many feelings. I can't say I loved it, but I can say I will never regret it. It was a year that will be quite hard to forget. Sure it might have been painful, but I can honestly say it was an interesting one as well. I was in my freshman year of high school. Yup, I was a fish at that time, and the sophomores wouldn't let me forget the fact either. So whatever, my freshman year turned out to be one of the hardest years of my life, not just physically, but emotionally as well. So many things going all on at once; new friendships flourished, old friendships buried beneath the surface, new loves, so naturally there would be heartbreaks as well. I, for one, was not a fan of any of these things, but what can I say? It's kind of hard to avoid if I do say so myself. My goal for my first year of high school was to get away from it all, I did NOT want to get close to anyone, especially friends, because they would end up leaving me anyway, and I did NOT want to love someone, because they would end of moving on without me anyway. So why did I let myself get sucked in? That, my friends, is something I'm still wondering about to this day, and I don't think I'll ever find the answer to that question, and when I do, I'll be sure to let you know.

So here's my story, filled with the complexity of love and hate, and I still managed to get through it alive. The Story of Jade—Freshman Year…