My Homicidal Rampage Just for You

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I hold this knife in my hand,
But it's not for me.
Suicide seems the answer,
But I'm not doing that, you see,
I'm ending a different problem,
A problem that is not me.
And after all this time,
I thought it wasn't your fault,
I thought it was mine.
After all the days
I caused myself myself the pain
That you never could
And you never felt.
But I feel you should...
So have fun in hell.