"Yet Another Rant"

I suppose I was young,
And to be part of you meant so much.
And had I reached that goal...
Maybe I'd love it,
And I'd be less spiteful.
But you know...
I would cry,
I would scream,
But never, ever would you take me.
I suppose I would care a bit more,
Had I had it before.

Well, you're to blame.
You're the reason I will throw it all away.
How can I live if you're living all the same?
Oh, I don't suppose crying would help this...
If I screamed, oh would you listen to it?
But I don't suppose that works for me.
When has anything, when has anything?

You say to cry was childish of me...
But you never had to,
You had everything.
And years later it is still the same,
But now I'm the one who's pushing you away.
And I'm sure you've tried not to listen to
My mindless rants all about hating you.
But I only say these things
Because of what you did to me.

And you're to blame.
You're the reason I will throw it all away.
How can I live if you're living all the same?
Oh, I don't suppose crying would help this...
If I screamed, oh would you listen to it?
But I don't suppose that works for me.
When has anything, when has anything?

YOU ARE TO BLAME!!!
IT'S YOUR FAULT!!!
I CAN'T BE CHANGED!!!
IT'S ALL YOUR FAULT!!!

Yes, you're to blame.
You're the reason I will throw it all away.
How can I live if you're living all the same?
Oh, I don't suppose crying would help this...
If I screamed, oh would you listen to it?
But I don't suppose that works for me.
When has anything, when has anything?

WHEN HAS ANYTHING?