Will I allways carry this insanity with me?
Will it forever haunt my deepest dreams?
even when my eyes are open I can't see,
and never does anything feel the way it seams,

So confusing,
the way I live,
often losing,
gifts I meant to give,

for this night I clear my mind,
for one day I free my thoughts,
trying my best to leave behind,
a sadness my heart has allways saught,

So confusing,
the way I live,
often losing,
gifts I meant to give,

What conclusions shal this mind draw?
when free of distractions it now is?
unaware of what she saw,
obliterated by this heart of his,

So confusing,
the way I live,
often losing,
gifts I meant to give,

It's like being torn limb from limb,
because my mind just can't decide,
next to you the stars seam dim,
in your hands my heart resides,

So confusing,
and often missusing,
these words that you see,
will never a lie.