To My Friend Part 2
I don't mean to trouble you guys,
Again,
I don't mean to worry you either.
I know that maybe for who knows,
I may not be a complete person.
I am glad you guys are behind me though,
I still worry about you guys,
And still for some reasons
Have thoughts I drag you down,
Or your problems are more important than mine.
I am trying.
I really am.
I wish it wasn't so hard.
I wish I didn't have this constant battle,
Every day,
Of who I can trust.
Somewhere I know I shouldn't be in this fight,
But I am like that one literary Knight,
My vision is clouded,
And I live in a fantasy world,
Maybe one day I will be able to get out of it,
With your help.
Thanks for being there though.