May 1st, 2003
I like apple juice. I've always liked apple juice for as long as I can remember. I don't remember if I loved apple sauce, but I definitely love apple juice. I'm drinking some right now. I don't like the color of the pen I'm writing with, but I like the way it rolls easily across the page. I've been getting headaches everyday, don't know why. I will be sixteen in four days. I've decided that I want to go to Red Robin for my birthday dinner. I love mozzarella sticks, especially Red Robin's. I'm going to have a chocolate milkshake with it. I've decided that instead of starving myself I'm going to go on a "sensible" diet. It's weird. I write this as though somebody's going to be reading it someday. Not like they sneak it away so that they can peep into my life, but something else. Strange. (AN: Reading this now it kinda creeps me out....Maybe I'm psychic?....I wish....) I felt like absolute crap this morning, but later in the day I was ecstatic. Last night I thought that I might be pretty, but today felt uglier that sin. I'm so weird.
May 8th, 2003
Wow. Haven't written in this for a while. I completely forgot about it. I'm going to my sister's Japanese class on Monday. Sho might come with us. I get to see my precious Mike (does Gollum impression). The piano recital is over and I did fine. I've decided that I'm going to trust Mr. Shanley and tell hum about my eating thing. I hope he doesn't tell the school counselors. I'm not sure how I would react to that. I really need to be able to talk to somebody honestly about it, without them freaking out, lecturing me, or just saying: "you know, that's bad." I wonder how he will react when he finds out that I do it on purpose. I feel slightly attractive today, but I know why. I've only eaten a bite or two of food. When I don't eat it seems like my whole face is more attractive, even though food has nothing to do with it. This week has seemed SO long. I got a new manga. It's called X. Looks really interesting.
May 16th, 2003
It's been really long......AGAIN. I reviewed for When Dragons Returns. Yeah I know the "s" is bad, oh well. Anyway, the author said that they had no intention of finishing it, then they said that I could finish it if I wanted to, it's absolutely fantastic! My mother, kid sister, Grandmother, and Grandfather all arrive in this God-awful state tomorrow, but I'm happy to see them. It should be interesting to see how my stepmother reacts to all of this. Well, I must get back to cleaning my room......
I like apple juice. I've always liked apple juice for as long as I can remember. I don't remember if I loved apple sauce, but I definitely love apple juice. I'm drinking some right now. I don't like the color of the pen I'm writing with, but I like the way it rolls easily across the page. I've been getting headaches everyday, don't know why. I will be sixteen in four days. I've decided that I want to go to Red Robin for my birthday dinner. I love mozzarella sticks, especially Red Robin's. I'm going to have a chocolate milkshake with it. I've decided that instead of starving myself I'm going to go on a "sensible" diet. It's weird. I write this as though somebody's going to be reading it someday. Not like they sneak it away so that they can peep into my life, but something else. Strange. (AN: Reading this now it kinda creeps me out....Maybe I'm psychic?....I wish....) I felt like absolute crap this morning, but later in the day I was ecstatic. Last night I thought that I might be pretty, but today felt uglier that sin. I'm so weird.
May 8th, 2003
Wow. Haven't written in this for a while. I completely forgot about it. I'm going to my sister's Japanese class on Monday. Sho might come with us. I get to see my precious Mike (does Gollum impression). The piano recital is over and I did fine. I've decided that I'm going to trust Mr. Shanley and tell hum about my eating thing. I hope he doesn't tell the school counselors. I'm not sure how I would react to that. I really need to be able to talk to somebody honestly about it, without them freaking out, lecturing me, or just saying: "you know, that's bad." I wonder how he will react when he finds out that I do it on purpose. I feel slightly attractive today, but I know why. I've only eaten a bite or two of food. When I don't eat it seems like my whole face is more attractive, even though food has nothing to do with it. This week has seemed SO long. I got a new manga. It's called X. Looks really interesting.
May 16th, 2003
It's been really long......AGAIN. I reviewed for When Dragons Returns. Yeah I know the "s" is bad, oh well. Anyway, the author said that they had no intention of finishing it, then they said that I could finish it if I wanted to, it's absolutely fantastic! My mother, kid sister, Grandmother, and Grandfather all arrive in this God-awful state tomorrow, but I'm happy to see them. It should be interesting to see how my stepmother reacts to all of this. Well, I must get back to cleaning my room......