Mundane Emotions



causes my eyes to bleed


How do you hate one ya love


How can I expect to love one I hate

                        Hind sight supposedly is 20/20

all that I see is fucked up, skewed

            removing yet another knife from my back,

I fail to meet any and all expectations

            My own included

                        I want to make the madness dissipate,

A forever brewing shit storm is my life

The hell with it all, and everybody

            I'm shutting down

Hiding my emotions

                                    Feelings, Thoughts

            I'm only ridiculed for them

                                                What's the point?

    God, what a mess,

Sadly it is I

                        That have to live it