All of the shit has hit the fan,
and I'm being horrid again.
I just can't control the emotions,
I always end up like this.

I'm messed up and I feel like crying,
I'm pissed, and self-loathing.
Angry at the world. . .
Sad about everything.

And I don't know what to do.
What can I do,
but just go with the flow.
And let what happens, happen.