I'm sorry if sometimes
it seems like I don't trust you
I want to believe you
really, I do
but it's hard
I'm cautious and scared
of falling in love

I'm scared of being
Blinded by love,
missing obvious signals,
and getting crushed again
Of you lying to me
in order to protect me
just like he did

I never want to feel that way
Betrayed and heartbroken
Having wasted months of my life
I'm so scared
of love
but I can't help
loving you

So please
be patient
and know that no matter what
no matter how worried I get
no matter how many questions I ask
I will always
love you