And I sit here alone and

Shiver in the cold

Tears trickle down my cheeks

And I wonder how I could be

So stupid

To think I was doing all right

That I could just pretend

Nothing was wrong

I wish I wasn't so damn


All the time

Everyday I waltz into school

Smile in place

Believed without question

I wish I didn't think I could tell you

Anything and you'd understand

Because you don't

No one does

Why does everything have to be so


I don't want to live this lie anymore

And I won't

For one day if I wore my heart

On my sleeve

Not one would believe

My heart trembles

My soul crumbles

Icy, cold chills

My cold, cold heart

I cannot love

I cannot feel

I am dead to the world

On the inside