Lost inside the emotions
Swirling around inside my head
Emotions of the heart
Tearing me up inside
I say im ok
I say i dont care
When in reality
It hurts so bad
I want to cry these built up tears
But i hold back just because i can
I need control of my life
Its spiraled out of control
All the things i thought i knew
Are no longer what i thought they were
The people i once knew and loved
I dont even reconize anymore
When i look the mirror
I see a distorted image
Of what i used to be