Long intro with guitar solo

I know everything that's happening
But I don't know what's in my head
I'd give anything to end this
I'd give anything to feel less dead

But this is not living (x a few)
No this is not living well

I see that this is untenable
There's no chance of respite
The things I do, still not enough
I'd give anything to sleep tonight


But I want to keep a secret
I only want to spend some time alone