It seems so easy
To love and be loved
But it's hard
When everyone hates you for who you are
Maybe it wasn't easy for you either
But that doesn't change anything
I don't have any friends
Who have friends
Who become my friends
I'm alone
I know it's my fault
I know that it's not good
I know I need to take the first step
But I can't
I know you don't understand
It's okay, I'm not really sure
That I understand myself
But I don't know where to start
If only it wasn't about appearance
Who wants to be with a monster like me?
No one
So just let me be sad and alone
That's how it always has been
And always will be