You were never here
When I needed to see you
Because, not because of you,
Rather because I did not have the humility to
Ask for your
I really need you
I don't know why
It could be because you expose the wounds
That bring out the best in me
And I don't know why
But I really think
I need you.

I am so terribly, terribly apologetic
And it is a trait which always made you angry
But these days, I hope, or so I hoped
That it would make you smile.

I was very wrong.