This Dark Corner

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Part of me wants it to heal, for it to go away,
But I want you to see and know every part of all my pain.
...Why do I have this feeling that you're going to leave me?
Good things come to an end, and I'll end if you need me.
I'll be the one to break this down.
Because I'm the one who's breaking now.

I'm the one who flinched.
I'm the one who killed the moment.
I do not want this.
I will end life as we know it.

You want to make me better, but I come out feeling worse.
You're allowed to hate my life, I promise you are not the first.
I know sometimes you act like you'll always be stuck with me.
Do you know I am forever, you're doomed to my eternity?
You have your whole world, you have more.
I have you only to lust for.

I'm the one who flinched.
I'm the one who killed the moment.
I do not want this.
I will end life as we know it.

I'm a creature of my hate.
My anger, nothing, if misplaced.
All rotting inside of me.
Pure, concentrated,
Animosity.

You're composed of my fate.
Destroy me, please, before I break.
You're rotting inside of me.
You need no part in
My self-pity.

Part of me wants it to heal, for it to go away,
But I want you to see and know every part of all my pain.

I'm the one who flinched.
I'm the one who killed the moment.
I do not want this.
I will end life as we know it.

I'm the one who flinched.
I'm the one who killed the moment.
I do not want this.
I will end life as we know it.