Apologies

How could I doubt you even for a second?
How could I think to break my promise?
What's wrong with me?
I know you're always there
You've never let me down yet
I can feel you hold my head
Miles away
You never let me go
How could I doubt you?
Something's wrong with me
I hold on too tight
I obsess
I'm so afraid you'll let me go
Please, never let me go
I'm trying so hard not to annoy you
Not to hold on till you choke
Ill never lost it again
I'm so sorry...