+X+ Seemed to stop my breath My head on your chest Waiting to cave in From the bottom of my... Hear your voice again Could we dim the sun And wonder where we've been Maybe you and me So kiss me like you did My heart stopped beating Such a softer sin +X+

I woke up in your arms. This is the first time I've slept decently in.. a while. I always felt so safe in his arms. No matter how bad the world was, he could fix it…Adrian could fix anything.

I looked at his face, it was relaxed. I smoothed his hair up so I could see his eyes. Closed or not his eyes were the most beautiful things in the world.

+X+ I'm melting, I'm melting In your eyes I lost my place Could stay a while And I'm melting In your eyes Like my first time That I caught fire Just stay with me Lay with me now +X+

I thought back to what happened last time I was here, in this bed, in his arms. It hurt but I had to face it, and in his arms was the best place to face anything. We were sitting here cuddling, then I told him I loved him. I thought he was asleep, id dint mean for him to know. Not yet anyways. It was to early, I knew he'd get scared. But he was even worse about it then I thought. Maybe I'm over exaggerating? No, I'm definitely not.

+X+ Never caught my breath Every second I'm without you I'm a mess Ever know each other Trust these words are stones Why cuts aren't healing Learning how to love +X+

No matter how much he hurt me I would crawl back and ask for me. I needed him. I needed someone to hurt me, over and over…and he was the perfect guy.

+X+ You could stay and watch me fall And of course I'll ask for help Just stay with me now Take my hand We could take our heads off Stay in bed just make love that's all Just stay with me now +X+

Adrian started to stir and looked me in the eyes. The sight of his intense blue eyes caused me to shiver. The emotion was too much to take. He sensed my unease and quickly brushed his hair down. He held me closer and was about to whisper something into my ear, I jerked my head away then pulled him even closer. Not yet, not now…just hold me; and never let go. And that's exactly what he did, and what he would do. I didn't realize the effect my words would actually have on him.

+X+ In your eyes Lets sleep till the sun burns out I'm melting in your eyes Let's leave till the sun burns out I'm melting in your eyes +X+