Embrace Of Mind

My dreams are so vivid now.
Of the things I have lost in my life
Of the past, things that were so hard to see
The present thoughts of my future
Are wrapping me up

I am becoming a shell of a soul
Crashing through my heart and mind
My sanity can only withstand so much
So why must my dreams taunt me so?
Every day is a new beginning
But I live my life the same way

Changes are happening all around me
But not for me
I need this
These dreams, these thoughts
Everything that I have learned
Everything that has ruined my life
Now is coming into play

I can't hide from it
So now I have to embrace it
Change has come over me
I can't fight it any longer
I am my past
It rules over me
Dreams and thoughts controlling my every move
All I have left is tomorrow.