Bleeding, Through My Words

I can feel the void

black

flooding me up

inside its arms

taking me down.

Let me stay

let me be taken

I can't do this anymore.

Screaming

silence

into the air

wont free me

from...

What

what line of lineage

and latitude

can this prism be from

according

to you

or in other words

the say-so mechanism.

If they do it

I must.

If you do it

I should.

I can feel myself stop breathing

in this sweet surrender

lost

moments

forever

seeping

down my wrist.

I can't do it!

I can't write it perfectly

or show you

through these words

that I can't do this anymore.

I see you

listening to me

hearing my words

echo

follow

I'm so talented

so truthful

so real.

The realism is

that I have become a perfect actress

at adapting

and framing

my flaws on the wall.

I honor them

I prey to them

folding my hands for this loss

and

all of the things that I miss.

The smile

that I never got from my father

the way

that I could never be just like this.

I felt his heart

beating inside of me

but time was to quick

love

to lost.

Me

still folding

within

the

walls

of this void.

I closed my eyes to feel the chill

colliding

with me

and my armor

given to him

in the hope that it could save him from his demons.

I am alone here

can't you see

I am

alone.