Do you even notice
that i sit in the corner
crying these tears for you
i'm drowning in a river
that calls my name
begging me to give up hope
but you don't even notice
To you i am nothing
just another plaything
that you can use and discard
and i'm so tired
So damn tired of living this lie
Pretending that i don't love you
that i am content with a one night stand
when all i ever craved was your love
Your love is the one thing that can save me
save me from this world
this world that is slowly killing me
Day by day it's ripping my heart out
but as long as we were together
there was hope
Hope that something could save me
that you would rescue me
but all you did was crush me
and leave me here with my tears
wanting to drown in this river of hopelessness