Kill Me Once More

Some time back when,
You murdered me,
And left me a bloody defeated corpse.
Traitor.
Some time later,
You finally realize the forgotten mistake.
Guilty and broken,
You come back asking for forgiveness.
But I am not who I used to be.
So I'll make you kill me again.

Hear my screams,
Hear my pleads,
See that demon that glinted in your eye.
Kill me once more.
I'm tired of constantly holding your hand.
I'm sick of giving you my all.
So I'll make you kill me again.

My smirk widens at your torture.
Try as you might to cover your ears,
To close your eyes,
I'll control your body like a puppet,
To perform this task you did before.
This is all real, you can't hide.
I won't let you go.

Your knife is covered with my fresh blood,
Chunks of my flesh litters the floor.
My broken spirit is screaming shrilly,
And laughing,
Laughing as you twist in agony.
Slash through my bones,
Shatter my ligaments,
Splash my blood upong your hands,
Just as you did before.

Your eyes are widened in shock,
Pain,
Confusion,
Pleading.
But I am laughing insanely at you.
I won't let you go,
Not until your spirit shatters like mine did,
When you left me broken and dead some time ago.

This was your work!
You are merely repeating what you did to me!
But I'll no longer be broken,
You'll destroy what ties bind me to you,
You'll sever these tangled threads permenently now.
You'll muder me once more.

So watch me fall,
Watch me die.

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But don't you see?
I'd forgiven you long ago.
But I just needed,
To be free of you.

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A.N: Yes, that was the best title i could come up with. --;;;; anyways, i dunno if this made much sense to u, but interpret it as u want.