Amateur, broken
Gargling deep within the throat:
Make sense of being in too deep.

Another time, remember to forget
The gallows humour: causing offence
An impenetrable mass of language
To you:
To me it is the maelstrom
Behind every word I speak.

Time is running out, only really
Understood.

Keep the levels down: EMERGENCY!
Fast rising, water rises over my mouth
And nose
And suffocates this burning
Desire to be alive

This means nothing
And yet it says so much
Stop, go, stop, go, bleed to death
For some imagined caused

Going crazy?