Alone in crowded room

Alone in a crowded room,

afraid in the safest place.

Wary of my best friend,

can't be comforted by a face.

Suffering from vertigo,

When I'm standing on the ground.

Feeling ever so lost,

when I've been found.

Smiling when I'm crying,

sweating when I'm cold.

Worrying about old age,

when I'm ten years old.

Shaking when I'm calm,

Loving the one I hate.

Saying 'sorry I'm early',

when I'm ten minutes late.

Alone in a crowded room.