When she smiles,

Is it there

When she laughs

Does she really care?

I seen her then

Back when I was sure

That it wasn't the light

that she abhors

What happened to that little girl I knew so long ago?

Who could rip that smile right off her face?

Why is that now when she smiles

All I can see is her tears

All I can see is her unsure second glances

All I can see is her thoughts of what could've happened

All I can see is her cry

When she smiles,

Is it there

When she laughs

Does she really care?

I seen her then

Back when I was sure

I knew the light

that she now abhors

I look into my fucking mirror

and I can almost see that little girl

I know what happened to her pretty little smile

I can see the light falling from her eyes

As she looks upon her world

all her tears are just fucking wasted

because I know that they never gave a damn

When she smiled

Was I ever there?

When she laughed

Did anybody care?

I can see her

back when I was sure

that it was darkness

That I would abhor