I never wanted to grow up

Its not fair

I wanna be a little kid

and smile all the time

play in the sun

laugh all day

but I can't

cause they made me grow up

and now they want me to act like a kid again

like I'm finally allowed

now that I can't

so I try and I act

cause its fun at first

but afterwards........

I'm just so sad

I just want to fade back

to when I was still smiling