I do not understand
what these feelings are
I want to hold you close
and kiss your lips
but I know it is forbidden
I know that even if you were not taken
these lustful thoughts are a sin
I do not know why
I feel this way about you
Why I want you so badly
every time you come near
Why I long to touch you
anytime I see your face
I know these feelings are a sin
and I wish I could make them evaporate
I wish I could look at you
and feel nothing at all
but it is as if I have no control
like someone has taken over my mind
Someone is forcing these thoughts
upon me as part of a malicious plot
A ploy to convert me into a sinful being
I do not want to feel this way
I wish I could make it stop
but even though I try so hard
I cannot stop
these feelings toward you